esther

First of all...sorry guys coz I cannot type 繁體中文 now....

I do know how frustrated and distressed you are at the moment...but let me tell you something as I got the similar experience b4....

Plzzzzzzz dun contact him any more coz that would make you more upset..I dun think its a good idea that ppl have contact again after splitting up...But....see how regret I am now coz I did contact my ex b4...that's the biggest fault I've done in my life!

Also, its unnecessary to guess what his thinking coz you guys have already seperated! You are free now..Try to enjoy such freedom and dun look back since you still got ur OWN long road t go~

Let go Gal~dun believe that freaking thought about 'can be friend again' blahblahblah...that's EXTREMELY ridiculous...

Love urself and TIME can heal the pain....

Cheers

esther

Can you believe what my second ex did b4 broke up? He introduced me to all his good friends, saying he wanted to make other ppl think that he'd already got a gf...he told me all his plan with me in the future..asked me to stuckin Aussie and follow my own plan.. he would then come over and married me blahblahblah...I did trust him coz he showed that he loved me n cared about me n make me feel that he could not live without me...but such fake stuffs man could create and suddenly he said 'let's split' juz 3 days b4 I came back to Aussie coz he felt unsecure and wanna escape as I was going...but when we chatted much deeper...he confessed that his ex gf rang him all the time those few days..asked him to broke up with me....he also thought that he still love her and finally used me as a 'substitute'...crap...

I dun think that ppl can be friends again becoz they have already done alot of intimate things together b4...and even they can be friends again...LOL..what a so-called friendship and how embarrassing it is..There must be something still between them..

Anyway..That's only part of the story of my love affairs...the first man of mine did more dirty things behind me...So everytime when I recall this..I still feel hurt...I know its really hard to accept the truth that the one you loved and trust cheat on you eventually without showing anything...It's absolutely scary..So better not to know that much and juz let go...Good men are around..

[ 本帖最後由 esther 於 2007-10-17 07:18 編輯 ]

esther

sorry about that coz I can not type 繁體中文 at the moment...
and that's why no entry from me these days..
as I found that I got the similar experience as Kate.. I pop some msg for her....
anyway..sorry guys

esther

damn...it sucks....he's a real jerk kate....actually his behaviour is quite similar as my first man's....such a psycho though....anyway...say 88 to him and never meet again~it takes time to recover I know..might be a very long time.. but I can bet that you can meet a better one coz you deserve it..

esther

Have you read my entries b4? Several months ago friend and I traveled the place my first ex lived where was full of our memories..I cried and was distressed for more than 2 weeks after that becoz I recalled alot from that trip...But game OVER already and nothing can be changed now becoz you have already made ur big decision which I think is good for you..be happy and try not to think and make any story about him anymore..that's definitely wasting time.. what you need to do is save ur tear n make urself prettier and happier...